Recently I've been a bit down about work and life in general, and in talking to a friend, he suggested that I take a more active role in bettering myself and preparing for advancement at work. At my old job, I had a boss who was always trying to better himself by attending seminars, reading books, etc, etc, so I immediately thought to myself "you should email Ray to get some ideas on what to read and where to start". And I kept saying, I'll do it later. Ray passed away last Wednesday night (diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago), and now I'll never get that chance.
I really didn't think it would hit me as hard as it did...I almost started crying at my desk as I read the news, and felt the same way talking to his widow at the funeral. I don't know if it's me not grieving properly for my dad, or my fear of losing my grandfather without being there, or if it's something else, but it really shook me up. It also made me realize that I do need to make time in my life to keep in touch with those that I care about.
I also challenge anyone who reads this to get in contact with an old friend or relative who they haven't talked to in a while, and just say hi, how's it going. Not that anyone reads this thing anymore, but what the hell, at least it will serve as a reminder to me.
I'll miss you Ray, and say hi to my dad for me.
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